Monday, January 14, 2013

within the next 2 transfers, there will be 80 new missionaries and 40 new areas and only 2 new cars...


Hola!
   This week was a great week! We picked up a couple new investigators, got a hold of Viola and Amanda after not being able to see them for a couple of weeks and had 2 gators at church. So that was pretty sweet. We have tried hard this transfer to really build up this area because there was only 1 investigator when we got here. But we have quite the teaching pool now and into the new year, they're over the cmas holiday making more time for us...and church :) However it's the last week of the transfer and within the next 2 transfers, there will be 80 new missionaries and 40 new areas and only 2 new cars. haha Lots of busing, biking, walking and sharing cars so we're told. maybe i'll finally be transferred to toronto! haha I really do love this area though. we've really put our heart into it so i'll miss it if i go but who knows! I may be staying!
   You'll LOVE this experience. Last night we were scrambling to find one more investigator with a baptismal date to hit the standard of excellence. We were dropping by formers and we found Lena. She lives in a house that a former investigator used to live in. When she answered she told us that she had worked with LDS members a long time ago in Lindsey, ON. She said, "i even went out to visit some of them in Vegas." I said, "hey! I'm from Vegas." she said, "do you know Betty and Keith Adams?" I was like WOW! you bet i do! That's my great uncle! My gpa is his brother! She was pretty excited about that, and so was i. She asked if they were both alive and where they were and stuff, so I told her that I would ask if keith remembered her.  Cool story, eh?! 
   We went on exchanges this week. I served in Guelph with Sis. Brown. It was a great day! We talked to some really great people, one lady we met sitting on a picnic table and she has been living outside for over 2 years in Guelph. Some may call her homeless i suppose...but she has family in Toronto, it's just something she chooses to do. She had a bike and it pulled this little trailer that she kept everything she needed in. Some people are so interesting. Then we met this 17 yr old boy named Tony who decided to accept God and wanted to learn about Christ when he was in prison. They're teaching him tonight, i hope it goes good! He was a really cool guy that really regrets some choices he's made in the past. It's cool to see how humbled he had been and his desire to change as we told him what we do as missionaries.
   So I can tell you a little bit about our gators since it sounds like you usually like to hear about them. We're still teaching Viola, in fact she's stopped smoking as of today! We set her with a new date for Feb 10 and gave her a calendar to help her progress towards that date. Amanda is still sick but getting better. We had a great meeting with her this week and she told us a lot about her that we can hopefully teach to meet her needs better now. We are teaching Pedro, he's from Brazil and is 10. His dad used to be a member and so we're teaching them kind of together. They're great though! They came to church yesterday and Gabriel, the youngest son was clutched onto his BOM the entire time. We're having FHE with them tomorrow. William (pm family) has become more and more interested as we taught him about eternal families and how his family can be together forever! He came to church yesterday with his family, suited up in his white shirt and tie. Then there's Ann, the 70 yr old woman who is roommates with a less-active member. She told us that the first time we met her she felt like we were meant to be here to teach her, that it's the perfect time for her. Then her roommate was sick so they didn't come to church because she doesn't feel comfortable coming without her but we basically got a pinky promise for next week so i'm holding them to it. They're all so great! I wish you could meet them :) we're working with some great less- actives too. This area is really starting to pick up (knock on wood). But wish me luck with transfer calls! I'll let ya know next Monday what's goin down. Love and miss ya'll
Sister Messer


Sunday, January 6, 2013

I wouldn't trade it for anything


Hey everyone!
BOM read a thon cmas eve! 
    I can't believe that for the entire 2012 i've been a missionary. It's crazy to think! I wouldn't trade it for anything. It's absolutely flown by. I'm looking forward to 2013...until May ;) As you know, the mission read the BOM together on Christmas eve/day and on New Years Eve and New Years Day. We finished it right on schedule! It was a neat experience. Reading about people doing that in the new era and what not- i always thought they were crazy. But now i can say i've done it! haha I'm one of those crazy people! Reading it as a missionary, with a bunch of missionaries was cool because you always tell your investigators to read certain portions for assignments and the spirit was really strong in some of those particular parts, strengthening my testimony of the truth of the BOM. Like at the beginning, the intro to 1 Nephi, 3 Nephi 11 and Moroni 10. It was fun to be with the zone too. We had the Woodstock sisters over on New Years night. Sister Wester (my baby!) and I had a good talk about our new areas and our struggles which is what both of us really needed. My testimony of prayer being answered through other people has been strengthened a lot this week. I know the Lord uses all of us as instruments to help those who need it. Whether it be finding the elect or just calling someone at a time when they're feeling down. I'm definitely going to try to be more aware of those promptings now and forever.
. our zone after winning PMG jeopardy at our cmas zone conference




Some Americans gave us Life cereal.  We can't get that in Canada!
     It's been a rough week. Sister Casner got real sick Pday night last week and for the next couple of days making it hard to get out of our apartment and that was REALLY hard for me! I'd never felt like such a useless missionary. haha But that gave me the opportunity to serve and to work on my patience. After all of that, we were blessed on Sunday to get a new investigator through a less active we've been working with. Her name is Anne and she's in her 70s. She has met elders in the long-ago past but said she felt really overwhelmed (because elders would have always had to have brought another male member to make numbers right) and said that she felt a special connection with us. They had us over for their Christmas dinner Sunday and we were able to teach her about the BOM and answer some of her questions about baptisms for the dead. She's never been to church so that's our next step. She's a really sweet lady, they both are. We're excited to keep working with them.
   To add to the not-so-good week, both or investigators had some interesting things happen. Viola is sicker than a dog...we stopped by to get something from her yesterday and she was soooo sick. We found out that Amanda was in the hospital Cmas Day and haven't been able to contact her. Sooooo ya...
   It's been snowy and cold this week. But it's sunny out right now (but that means extra cold...) We have some good potential investigators to visit this week and hopefully things will pick up! It's a slow start sometimes for a whitewash but that's the story of my mission.
   I got Mady's package this week! thanks! As well as some cookies from the Carsons. Good, old Tiffany's! :) Thanks for the love during Christmas, everyone! Talk to you soon!
Love Sister Messer


Thursday, December 27, 2012

Merry Christmas!


Hey everybody!
Skyping with Sister Messer on Christmas!!!
It was fun to skype a couple days ago! Thus I have not much to say...I was going to send home pictures but I may have to do it snail mail style because it keeps freeezing when i try and upload it...and my converter isn't working so i borrowed an elders but it's just freezing. weird.
Sister Casner is sick and has been since cmas night...that makes the works a little bit slower but hopefully she gets well soon.
mom, i like my sweats! I tried them on that night and we were going to do some yoga this morning alas sister c is sick. so the time will soon come. I played with the family whose house we were at while sister casner skyped.
We're teaching  a couple of people. Amanda and Viola. They both have dates for Jan. 13, we've been working w/them a lot and hopefully things will go well! especially as cmas season slows down and what not.

Thanks everyone for all the stuff you sent me! It was fun to get some new things, sister missionaries get tired of the same ol' stuff...at least i do :) Gma the fleece lined tights are great- i wore them yesterday!
Cool story that happened yesterday- we've been delivering the living cmas cards up until cmas and a member invited us over Sunday to deliver to some neighbors, well they called us yesterday during comp study and said that the neighbor had mentioned us a couple of times since we had stopped by and that they were coming over for a late cmas/boxing day lunch and they invited us! So we went over and had a great dinner and talked with them some, got to know them. They're awesome! They asked a lot of questions about the church and are quite knowledgable already...hopefully we can keep working with the family and can start teaching them!
Well, i wish i could get some pictures sent! :( I'll try to figure something out...maybe it's my new memory card? something is up...who knows. Have a great week! Talk to you next wednesday!
sister messer

Monday, December 17, 2012

In Kitchener with Sister Casner


Hey Everyone!
 New address is
475 Lancaster St. W. #18
Kitchener, ON N2H 4V9


    Well this week has gone by rather quickly! Transfers on Tuesday went well. After emailing on Monday we met our district and went out to lunch. Then packed and then i drove Sis. Wester to Woodstock (her new area) Her companion just had her appendix out the day before so she was expecting a pretty slow week. Then I switched companions and brought Sis. DeRuvo back to Waterloo with me. She's from Italy! She's really cool. Hopefully we can serve together some day. :) Then Tuesday morning we drove to Brampton. As we were driving up, I saw Subhash! So i rolled down the window and yelled at him and he came over. We were able to talk for quite some time. It was really cool to see him! He's doing really well. Then I waited around for a couple of hours until Sis. Casner arrived. Then drove back to Kitchener. That night we had dinner with the Mitchells. We're also skyping at their house on Christmas. They're from Utah! Bro Mitchell is in the bishopric. Sis Mitchell's brother married Pres. Scott's daughter. Small world. After dinner, Bro. Mitchell asked us to speak in sacrament meeting Sunday so we did, and it went really well. Spoke on charity/service. Perfect! The KW ward is great. I think we're going to really like it. There are a lot babies...which is a big change from YSA :) Quite a few families from the states...It's going to be great! Sis. Casner is really sweet and funny. Everyone likes the fact that we're both from NV. We even sang the state song when we were at a members house a few days ago. Winning the hearts!
   We found a couple of new investigators this week. Viola was a member referral from someone in Brampton and we've taught her a couple of times. She's really sweet and hopefully things continue to go well for her. As well as William, the husband of a part-member family. We're having FHE with them tonight!
   We've met a few families throught dinner appts this week. One of them is an older couple and they had jars of water all over their kitchen. When we asked them what that was all about they went on this long explanation about some Japanese guy who's figured out that after talking to water or wrapping words around the bottle it's in and then freezing it that the crystals look different. Then after drinking the water it directly affects your attitude and stuff. It was quite interesting...i made the mistake of telling him i drink tap water though. Apparently that's REALLY bad.
   On Saturday we were at the church and someone was decorating for a wedding. They brought in some flowers and said, "do any of you know how to arrange flowers?" So i got to do a simple bouquet for the wedding. It was fun, hadn't done that in a long time!
   Remember Sister Ence? The one we met in st. george before i left? Well she's serving in the Kitchener spanish branch now! We see each other all the time. Funny, eh? Who knew that after meeting in st. george a year later we'd both be serving in kitchener/waterloo. Haha i guess Heavenly Father did!
   Something else that is kinda cool is that the artist Simon Dewey, with all the sweet church painting- his son is in our zone. I'd been talking to him all the time and had no idea there was a relation until sis. wester actually told me haha. When he was at the airport leaving to go to the mtc, his dad was like 'oh by the way i just finished my painting' and he showed it to him and it was him and Christ in front of the toronto skyline. The picture is on our cell phone cuz he also served in the kw ward. it's really neat!
   Enough randomness i suppose. our next pday isn't until After Cmas- next thursday...woof. BUT i'll talk to you on skype Tuesday! holla! Have a great week! I'm out of memory on my camera card, so i'm buying a new one today. I'll take more pics this week :)
Sister Messer


Friday, December 14, 2012

I'm being transferred!


Hello everyone!
attached are pics of us volunteering at the Waterloo Region food bank, cmas caroling and our district at our zone training this past week.
   Guess what? I'm being transferred! We got calls last night telling me I was whitewashing the Kitchener 2 ward but then they called me again this morning and said they are moving me again...so legit this time i'm whitewashing in the Kitchener/Waterloo ward. My new companion is S. Casner. We were in the same MTC district and she's also from NV! I believe Truckee or Sparks...i'll let you know next week. haha So I get to stay in the same area basically but again with the whitewashing...they really need to stop that. :) I'm totally bummed to be leaving YSA but the cool part is that many of the YSA members that I worked with-their families are in the ward! So that's cool.


   To answer your weather questions- yes, it's been quite rainy and wet. No snow though! And about Owen Sound exchanges- I DIDN'T GET TO GOOOO! Sister Wester isn't allowed to drive for a while and the sister she was going to be companions with doesn't drive at all. So they had to cancel it simply because of driving issues. :(
   Downtown Waterloo and Kitchener are both decorated for Christmas. It's cute with all the wreaths and lights and of course ice skating rinks! Too bad we can't play winter sports! We have a very tiny cmas tree in our apt...i don't know if my new apt with have a cmas tree- we may have to go find one somewhere! 
   Our district went Christmas caroling on Friday night in downtown Kitchener, it was an interesting experience- Kitchener downtown has some one-of-a-kind characters. But it was a lot of fun! I attached a picture. We had to reserve this place called 'speakers corner' where different preachers and what not can stand and preach. haha but i think we're doing it every friday this month.
   We learned a lot about involving prayer in our goal setting this week. Since we were struggling to find new investigators and reaching our goals we were extra prayerful in the eperience. Last Monday we made a goal to have a new investigator and an other lesson, not knowing exactly how it would happen. When pday was over we went out and started street contacting. After about 10 min someone we had met on the street a few days before called and wanted to meet with us! So that was pretty neat. Prayers are answered- go figure :)
   So other than all that good stuff i'm trying to think of interesting things to tell you. Oh! There's an elder in our zone that we've been working with and he is Simon Dewey's son- like the hardcore artist. Pretty neat, eh?
   We had dinner with Arthur this week and he recieved the Aaronic Priesthood yesterday. yay! He's doing great. He's going home to Brazil for Christmas but hopefully can attend the temple while he's there. We're excited for him.
   Wellllllll wish me luck this week! keep S. Casner and I in your prayers!
Love Sister Messer

Monday, December 3, 2012

We're trying our best to find the elect!


Hello Everyone!
  Well this week was a pretty good one. A lot of our investigators dropped us (the not so good part) But we did gain one new investigator who we committed to baptism in a few weeks. The lesson was great, you could tell he was feeling the spirit big time! He's from Africa.  With finals and everything going on it's been pretty slow in the YSA. Our most progressing investigator (Derick, the one with a muslim mother and hindu father) came to church yesterday and it went REALLY well! His baptismal date is on the 16th BUT we were walking with him down the hallway and he said something and then said, "and i'm 33, so blah blah..." NOOO!!! His dad had told us he was 27. So we have to hand him over to the elders in the family ward :( We were so bummed! He even signed up on our dinner calendar! go fig. So things have been changing a lot with the people we're working with. But we know there are people in this area (under the age of 39..) who ARE prepared! Who are the elect! We're just trying to find them.
   This week our district had our district meeting at Pres. Olsen's house. They fed us a big breakfast, hooked us up. He's in the mission presidency so that was neat. Then a less active in the branch invited us to the Mandarin (a popular buffet) that he works at, and then a couple hours after that we had a dinner appt and we went to our fav indian restaurant. We were stuffed to the rafters. We're very grateful for memebers! haha
 Ya! It's been pretty cold this week! It snowed a good amount on Friday but it rained yesterday and killed all the snow. The weather is supposed to be pretty mild the next few days...over 10*C. Today i'm not even wearing tights! You can call me a brave soul.
   Transfers are indeed coming up! Calls are Sunday. This week President Scott called our zone leaders and requested that I do a couple days exchange up to Owen Sound. That made me kinda nervous. haha I'm not sure why but i'm excited! I'll be doing that Wed afternoon drive up/all day Thurs/Fri coming back. There are a bunch of new sisters coming in january. 10 english speaking, a few spanish...so things will switch up a lot soon! I'm sure it'll start this transfer! Sister Scott said that President gets emails whenever someone gets their call to our mission and after conference one night it kept beeping and that most of them were sisters. haha lots of changes!

   We didn't get to watch the 1st presy message last night. It didn't start until 8pm and you could only go if you had legit investigators going. I'm sure it was good though!
   We had a funny experience this week. Our zone leaders were moving apts in their complex and our district went over and helped them out. Their superintendent saw us helping and after we left said, "So you guys have a couple of girls moving in with you, eh?!" hahaha I guess just some of their many wives... ;)
Well that pretty much sums up the week. This next week should be interesting! Thanks for the prayers :) We're trying our best to find the elect! . . . and then pass them on to the elders ;)
Love Sister Messer

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Hermana Messer

The sister i went on exchanges with is Hermana Carroll. She's from Downtown SLC (she lives in the avenues!) She has an uncle who's a scarf designer in SF. cool...



Hey Everyone!
  Well i'm quite jealous to hear about your wonderful weather. It's started to snow...nothing too serious but the ground has been white for the last couple of days...and it's been pretty chilly!
   This week we went on exchanges with the spanish sisters in our area. So guess what I got to do? Speak spanish! haha it was classic. We wrote "hermana" on a piece of paper and taped it on my nametag over "sister". it was the true sign of really becoming a spanish sister. I hope you can see it from the picture i attached! haha Besides the fact that I really stood there or sat there and was really confused the entire time, it was a really cool experience. My desire to be a language missionary came true for a short 24 hours. The spanish people are sooooo kind and loving! I secretly hope I get switched languages the last 6 months of my mission :) that would be holla worthy, and i'd probably cry a lot too. But what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, eh?
  Our American Thanksgiving was lame. We did our weekly planning and car fasted so we walked everywhere that day. We had 2 good appts that night though. no turkey for us! haha but it's all good- Not many americans in our branch. Sounds like your Tgiving was great though! Maybe next year for me, eh?
   Our investigators are doing pretty well. No one came to church yesterday but that's ok, we're still working with them and have been in contact with them daily.
  About Cmas packages- YES, we do have the zone conferences in Dec and so to be 100% safe sending them to the mission office would guarantee that i get them before cmas...as long as our zone leaders make a trip down. I did get gma's pre-cmas package! Thanks gramma! We've been enjoying the goodies :) and Annie- we've been sooo impressed with our pickle elevator! No lies, we use it daily.
   That's really awesome that Jenn Neil got her mission call! She'll love it. Does she leave soon? 
   Well, not much to tell around here! Transfers are yet again right around the corner! Things may get switched up around here...ya never know! Somos misionaras de la iglesia de Jesucristo..... ;) Have a great week!
Love Sister Messer

Blasted miracles?


                                                                                       

Hey Everyone!                                                                                                              Nov. 19, 2012
This week was full of blasted miracles.We had a leadership training meeting on Tuesday with the District & zone leaders and trainers/trainees in the Kitchener and Brampton areas. SOOOO yes! I got to see Sister Tuia! It was the closest i've been to crying in a long time. It was so good to see her again and talk about how everyone back in Brampton is doing :) It's weird it's been 2 months already since I left that wonderful place. But Kitchener YSA is bomb so it's all good. We learned a lot about street contacting and how to ask thought searching questions. That night we had 1/2 hour until our curfew and so we decided to put it to test. We've been really blessed for implementing everything we've been learning! We had 3 new investigators this week and committed 2 of them to baptism in December! The only reason we couldn't commit the 3rd is because we got escorted off Waterloo campus by police for "recruiting" on campus....gosh dang it. Luckily it didn't freak the poor guy out too bad. He followed us out and told us he wants to meet this week. haha so things are going pretty well! Minus the fact that we are trying really hard to find new locations to teach at. You can't really meet with YSA in their apartments and restaurants we have to buy something and it's loud. Soooo ya. One of our new investigators we met street contacting is from Toronto and his friend is serving a mission in Utah right now. He had gone to activities with him before he left on his mission and he's really cool. Another one has a mother who is Muslim and a father who is Hindu. But they both want their son to meet with us and we taught the Resto. with his mom there and committed him to baptism and she was like, "maybe your sister will follow you too." It was really odd. What muslim woman wants her son to be Christian? holla!
     Alison and Arthur were both confirmed at church yesterday! yay! It was great! Our branch missionaries are teaching Arthur the new member lessons and at church yesterday he said, "are you girls going to teach me anymore?" and we explained that we will just not as much and he said, "awww i wanna be baptized again." hahaha it's good to be appreciated.
   So our zone leaders asked us to cover for them (one was sick) and teach their ward's primary yesterday. So we taught sharing time for jr. and sr. primary. It was quite the experience! It was fun. We packed a suitcase with stuff that help us prepare to do missionary work every day and pulled each item out and talked about it. Then asked them how they can prepare to share the Gospel with their friends. I'd like to say it went pretty well. They seemed to enjoy it alteast!
   To answer your questions- what are we doing for Thanksgiving? Mady suggested I make a turkey sandwich. That'll probably be the extent of my American Thanksgiving. There are already Christmas parades going on and lights and stuff all over. They start the party early around here!
   Well, Have a great Thanskgiving this week! 
Love Sister Messer

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Arthur was baptized yesterday!


Sister Messer's been out one year now!

Arthur's baptism!
Elora


Elora
With other missionaries near Elora


Hey Everybody!
Good news! Arthur was baptized yesterday! I'll attach some pics to proove it :) He was so flippin excited, it was awesome. Our branch mission leader (Jack), Arthur and our investigator Kevin all drove to church together yesterday. It was stake conference so there were a ton of people there and we didn't see them arrive. A couple of min before it started we text Jack to see if they had arrived and he said, "oh just woke up, sorry." I was like, uhhh he's kidding. He's totally kidding. he better be kidding. We asked him if he was lyin and he said, "um i wish." So we text Arthur and asked if he was able to get to church but he didn't reply! We were a hurtin' unit (as dad likes to say). But like 10 min. later he text, "jk we're sitting in the back." All 3 of them had decided to play a funny prank on us. How nice of them, eh? I thought the joke had continued when he came and found us to tell us that he had started filling the font but the people in the "scent-free" room just happened to be where the font was and it was making too much noise for them. Long story short we just turned it on really low and cranked it before the baptism started...it did get started a little late but whatever. So it was a high-stress morning. Perks of working with YSA- they're all jokers.
   Our other investigators- Kevin, he came to church and is reading/praying. Hopefully he'll continue to progress. He was able to attend Arthur's baptism :) We'll see, we're meeting him again this week. Jame dropped us- she said that she can't commit to something (so awesome) at this time in her life. I added the awesome part. So we're low in our gator pool but have been doing a lot of finding and talking to lots of strangers and have some great appts this week and potential to get some new ones! holla!
   Last pday we went to Elora with a bunch of missionaries in our zone. It was a lot of fun. It's a really old small town with a quarry and gorge. There was a small downtown with cute shops and stuff. I"ll also attach some pics of that too. We just explored the canyon and old ruins of buildings. It reminded me of our New Years adventures! 
   Yesterday was Remembrance Day here. There was some sort of parade done by the army peeps but it was during church. Everyone and their dog wears a poppy though. It's crazy! They've been wearing them all week. We even got free ones in the mail. I rocked one on my satchel.
 Hope that all goes well with football state and whatever else is kickin. Oh and the glorious Vet Day parade. It's gone down hill ever since Muddy River Cloggers and Corinne's Creative Dancers stopped stealing the show...oh and when the class of '08 graduated for Pirate Motion. But i'm sure it will still be thrilling. Have a great week!
Love Sister Messer

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Yay Alison!


Hey everybody!
Alison's baptism!
Well good news! Alison was baptized yesterday!!! Can you believe it? Just a month ago I decided to approach the girl in the hot pink pants even though i knew we wouldn't be able to teach her cuz she's chinese but i did it anyways and now she's a member! She was sooo excited. She sat by us in Relief Society and right before her baptism i was like, "alison! are you excited?!" and she did a happy dance! hahah then last night we had dinner with her and Kate (a recent convert) She made us real chinese food. I even ate with chopsticks. But who knew- if you stick both your chopsticks in the food so they're sticking up it signifies death. I found that out the hard way. hahah I just stuck them in the rice and elder mangum was like "don't do that!" hahaha we all got a good laugh out of my dumbness. 
Arthur had his baptismal interview yesterday and he's all ready to go! He's quite nervous but soooo ready. We're so excited for him! He's basically the coolest guy ever. I asked him if he'd told his family in Brazil about it and he said he talked to his mom about it and she was pretty shocked but supports him. He said he grew up only 2 blocks away from the temple in Brazil and had always wondered what it was. Only a few days ago did he put the two and two together! cool, eh?
We've also been working a lot with Jamie. She's been noticing answers to her prayers which has been super cool to see! She went from being semi- athiest to really knowing that God is communicating with her. It's sooo neat. We taught Word of Wisdom and we'll see how that goes. College kids and their partying... 
Halloween was pretty uneventful on our end. We did dress up...as sikh people! is that a disgrace? hmm. Hurrican Sandy was also pretty uneventful. We got caught out in the worst of it- just some rain...we were soaked though!
from L to R. Elder Sorenson, mangum, lynnm, ellsworth, lai, bean, sis. wester, me, sis carroll, sis varley 
Well, our district had been changed up! We have some new sisters! They're covering the Spanish branch. Sister Varley I came out with! It'll be fun to have some other sisters around. I attached a pic of our new district. We're going out to Elora today. It's a big gorge somewhere nearby. There were snow flurries on our way to the library- hopefully it doesn't start snowing! yuck. But we're leaving pretty soon so i'm in a rush today! Have a great week! Pray for Arthur's baptism this Sunday :)
Love Sister Messer
p.s. ya, ya, ya...i can't believe it'll be a year this week! insane.